Get Free Shipping on orders over $79
Nine Grudges : The Spiteful Origins of the Happiest Dyke on Earth - Molly McCloy

Nine Grudges

The Spiteful Origins of the Happiest Dyke on Earth

By: Molly McCloy

Paperback | 8 September 2026

At a Glance

Paperback


$39.75

or 4 interest-free payments of $9.94 with

 or 

Available: 8th September 2026

Preorder. Will ship when available.

Award-winning debut author, four-time Moth StorySLAM winner, and Lambda Literary Fellow

"Funny, soulful, absolutely unafraid to look life in the eye, Molly McCloy's tough and tender voice is addictive. An electric debut!"-Michelle Tea, author of Knocking Myself Up 

A raw, defiant, and darkly hilarious queer memoir that traces nine pivotal moments of childhood trauma, blending humor, heartbreak, and resilience to illuminate the power of forgiveness, identity, and queer joy amid family dysfunction. 

On the cusp of her 1993 college graduation in Olympia, Molly McCloy spends her time drunk and high, pulling dykey pranks, and thrashing in mosh pits—anything to avoid the troubled, working-class family she left behind in Arizona. But after a vivid nightmare involving her dad, Molly writes him a letter, asking him to apologize for nine instances of mental, verbal, and physical abuse. To her surprise, her dad writes back. Nine Grudges is the story of Molly’s nine heartbreaking moments, her humor as a coping strategy, and her queerness as a source of joy. Celebrating dark victories snatched from the jaws of trauma, this book asks whether grudge-wielding is an act more powerful than forgiveness itself.

Industry Reviews

"Nine Grudges grabs hold of you like a best friend ready to divulge terrible, wonderful secrets. Funny, soulful, absolutely unafraid to look life in the eye, Molly McCloy's tough and tender voice is addictive. An electric debut!"
-Michelle Tea, author of Knocking Myself Up

"In her Gen X memoir, McCloy delivers a vulnerable and often hilarious account of growing up with a "powder keg" father. Through vivid vignettes, she has us feeling the feels and ducking the punches alongside her and her two brothers. A story of rage and redemption, Nine Grudges reminds us that love, forgiveness, and a wicked sense of humor can heal any wounds, even grudges lugged around for the better part of a lifetime." 
—Jen Sincero, NYT Bestselling Author of the You Are A Badass series

"This is more than a memoir; it is a testament to the departure from trauma's clutches. McCloy shows us the way by magnifying her working-class queerness with brilliant writing. This is a lasting document that will always rise above the pile of books long after we are all gone. I laughed as much as I gasped and finally had no choice but to cry, as only the best writing is capable of making us do." 
—CAConrad, Listen to the Golden Boomerang Return

"Nine Grudges shouldn’t be funny, but it is simultaneously hilarious and chilling. Like Dorothy Allison in Bastard Out of Carolina, McCloy has a powerful voice, a poet’s ear, and amazing recall."
—Ann Cummins, Red Ant House and Yellowcake

Other Editions and Formats

Hardcover

Published: 22nd September 2026

More in Literary Autobiographies

How to End a Story : Collected Diaries 1978-1998 - Helen Garner

RRP $59.99

$40.99

32%
OFF
Always Home, Always Homesick - Hannah Kent

RRP $24.99

$21.75

13%
OFF
On Writing : A Memoir of the Craft - Stephen King

RRP $24.99

$21.75

13%
OFF
The Year of Magical Thinking : Collins Modern Classics - Joan Didion
Slouching Towards Bethlehem - Joan Didion

RRP $24.99

$21.75

13%
OFF
On Writing : A Memoir of the Craft - Stephen King

RRP $49.99

$38.75

22%
OFF
I Feel Bad About My Neck : And Other Thoughts On Being a Woman - Nora Ephron
Notes to John - Joan Didion

Paperback

RRP $34.99

$28.75

18%
OFF
The Year of Magical Thinking - Joan Didion

RRP $24.99

$21.75

13%
OFF
12 Edmondstone Street - David Malouf

RRP $24.99

$21.75

13%
OFF
The Cost of Living : Living Autobiography - Deborah Levy

RRP $26.99

$22.99

15%
OFF
A Private Spy : The Letters of John le CarrÚ 1945-2020 - John le Carré
Fun Home : A Family Tragicomic - Alison Bechdel

RRP $26.99

$22.99

15%
OFF
100 DIARIES THAT CHRONICLED HB - Colin Salter

RRP $44.99

$35.75

21%
OFF
The Diaries of Franz Kafka - Franz Kafka

RRP $32.99

$26.75

19%
OFF
Book of Lives : A Memoir of Sorts - Margaret Atwood

RRP $29.99

$29.75

An Autobiography - Agatha Christie

RRP $29.99

$24.99

17%
OFF
Island Home - Tim Winton

Paperback

RRP $26.99

$20.75

23%
OFF
Childhood, Youth, Dependency : The Copenhagen Trilogy - Tove Ditlevsen
A Fraction Of The Whole - Steve Toltz
Boy : Tales of Childhood - Roald Dahl

$17.75