INTRODUCTION................................................................................................................................................ 1
CHAPTER ONE: The Tricycle........................................................................................................................... 5
CHAPTER TWO: To Be a Pin Setter.............................................................................................................. 17
CHAPTER THREE: Interview.......................................................................................................................... 30
CHAPTER FOUR: The Path............................................................................................................................. 37
CHAPTER FIVE: Interview................................................................................................................................ 55
CHAPTER SIX: God and Country................................................................................................................... 61
CHAPTER SEVEN: From Miami to Albuquerque........................................................................................ 74
CHAPTER EIGHT: Interview With Mike Harrington.................................................................................. 82
CHAPTER NINE: Drugs and Thugs................................................................................................................ 93
CHAPTER TEN: The Descent........................................................................................................................ 111
CHAPTER ELEVEN: Journey to Sobriety.................................................................................................... 120
CHAPTER TWELVE: Interview.................................................................................................................... 138
CHAPTER THIRTEEN: The Rug Man........................................................................................................ 146
CHAPTER FOURTEEN: Parental Healing.................................................................................................. 153
CHAPTER FIFTEEN: Mental Health............................................................................................................ 158
CHAPTER SIXTEEN: Learning to Live........................................................................................................ 167
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: Hell's Orignal Angel.......................................................................................... 180
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: This Is My Creed................................................................................................. 185
CONCLUSION.................................................................................................................................................. 193
REFERENCES.................................................................................................................................................... 196