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Danger Music : How teaching the cello to children in Afghanistan led to a self-discovery almost too hard to bear - Eddie Ayres

Danger Music

How teaching the cello to children in Afghanistan led to a self-discovery almost too hard to bear

Paperback Published: 1st October 2017
ISBN: 9781760290696
Number Of Pages: 304

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Eddie Ayres has a lifetime of musical experience - from learning the viola as a child in England and playing with the Hong Kong Philharmonic for many years, to learning the cello in his thirties and landing in Australia to present an extremely successful ABC Classic FM morning radio show. But all of this time Eddie was Emma Ayres.

In 2014 Emma was spiralling into a deep depression, driven by anguish about her gender. She quit the radio, travelled, and decided on a surprising path to salvation - teaching music in a war zone. Emma applied for a position at Dr Sarmast's renowned Afghanistan National Institute of Music in Kabul, teaching cello to orphans and street kids.

In Danger Music, Eddie takes us through the bombing and chaos of Kabul, into the lives of the Afghan children who are transported by Bach, Abba, Beethoven and their own exhilarating Afghan music. Alongside these epic experiences, Emma determines to take the final steps to secure her own peace; she becomes the man always there inside - Eddie.

About the Author

When Emma hung up her headphones at the end of 2014, there was a public outpouring of emotion. This tattooed, intelligent, warm and witty woman had made her way into the hearts of many Australians. What the devoted audience didn't see, however, was Emma's daily struggle to live within her woman's body. For sixteen years, she knew that she was transgender but to take any action seemed impossible. Emma believed there was too much to lose - family, friends and her career.

In 2016, Emma accepted a position teaching cello, viola and double bass to Afghanistan's children at the world-renowned Afghanistan National Institute of Music. Amid the chaos and unpredictability of life in war-savaged Kabul, Emma realised she had to accept her future and returned to Australia to begin transitioning from female to male. In 2016, Emma became Eddie.

Danger Music, Eddie's second book will be published in September 2017. He is currently writing a children's book which will be published in 2018. Cadence: Travels with Music, published in 2014, was his first book.




I read it as I'd listened to Emma (as he was then) for quite some time and was interested in the ongoing story.

Banora Point, NSW Australia


Guns and music


This is a beytiful written book which crosses a number of complex issues in a sensitive and engaging manner



Powerful, sad and compelling read


An important book on so many levels.

Brisbane, Australia


A fantastic read - very brave and inspirational read!


This is a brilliant read - very inspiring and what a brave person Eddie is physically, mentally and emotionally - lots of insider revelations about Afghanistan which the ordinary reader doesn't get to hear from the media. Thank you for your story :)




4.3 4


ISBN: 9781760290696
ISBN-10: 1760290696
Audience: General
Format: Paperback
Language: English
Number Of Pages: 304
Published: 1st October 2017
Publisher: Allen & Unwin
Country of Publication: AU
Dimensions (cm): 23.4 x 15.3  x 2.54
Weight (kg): 0.43