Table of Contents
Chapter 1: Reflection On Youth And Lost Love .................1
Chapter 2: Loneliness ..........................................................3
Chapter 3 Past Again ...........................................................5
Chapter 4: Working and Darts .............................................6
Chapter 5: Woman 1 ............................................................8
Chapter 6: Woman 2 ..........................................................11
Chapter 7: Woman 3 ..........................................................15
Chapter 8: Mia ...................................................................19
Chapter 9: Woman 4 ..........................................................20
Chapter 10: Woman 5 ........................................................27
Chapter 11: The Advice .....................................................36
Chapter 12: The Concert ....................................................38
Chapter 13: Rio de Janeiro .................................................40
Chapter 14: The Lottery .....................................................43
Chapter 15: Arranged Marriage .........................................48
Chapter 16: The Spending and Drinking ...........................51
Chapter 17: The Bad Idea ..................................................58
Chapter 18: Picks Up Drug-Abusing Young Woman........64
Chapter 19: Moves Overseas .............................................70
Chapter 20: Realization......................................................79
Chapter 21: Farewell Notes ...............................................81
Chapter 22: Happy Life .....................................................85
Chapter 23: The Weight of Silence ....................................92
Chapter 24: Living with Ghosts .........................................94
Chapter 25: The Interview .................................................96
Chapter 26: Dreams and Memories ...................................98
Chapter 27: The Foundation ............................................100
Chapter 28: The Letter She Never Sent ...........................102
Chapter 29: The Concert ..................................................105
Chapter 30: The Truth Comes Out...................................108
Chapter 31: The Confession.............................................110
Chapter 32: Full Circle.....................................................113
Epilogue ...........................................................................115