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A Secret Memoir of Living Hell ... Revisited.
British officer Capt Hugh Pilkington of the Royal Norfolks enjoyed the full and fun life of a rubber planter in pre-war Malaya. Then war broke out and he found himself fighting in Johor. Shot by a sniper, he was hospitalised in Singapore, only for the hospital to be overrun by the Japanese in a horrific massacre. As a POW he was soon sent to labour on the Death Railway in Thailand.
Then, 60 years later, his son Paul retraced his nightmarish steps -- with best-selling travel writer travel Stuart Lloyd -- with some really surprising findings and encounters along the way.
Part Military History. Part Travelogue. Pure Human Spirit!
Over 30 pages of historical and original new photographs.
Voted one of the Top 3 War Books of the Year when it was published by The Australian newspaper.
Finalist, Book of the Year, Australian Society of Travel Writers.
Why?
Because -- through secret diaries written between 1942 and 1945 -- it draws you into the very personal observations of Capt Hugh 'Pilk' Pilkington of the 6th Royal Norfolks, who'd spent 12 years working in pre-war colonial Malaya. He goes from a life of privilege to a life of a prisoner for 3.5 years. And his son spends a night in a Malaysian jail to see what it's like! The Missing Years is full of these side-by-side comparisons of then and now in Changi and the Alexandra Hospital (Singapore), the former battlefields of Batu Pahat and Parit Sulong, Johore, (Malaysia), and Kanchanaburi, the Bridge on the River Kwai, and Hellfire Pass (Thailand).
In February 1942, a sniper's bullet brought down Captain Hugh Patrick Pilkington of the 6th Royal Norfolks. Fevered in Singapore's Alexandra Military Hospital as the island fell, he was too weak to evacuate. What followed was three and a half years of hell-and one man's unflinching chronicle of survival against impossible odds.
Written in secret on scraps of paper purloined from the Japanese themselves (at pain of execution), Pilkington's diaries became a memoir aboard the repatriation ship HMT Sobieski in September 1945. Raw. Unfiltered. Visceral. These were not memories dimmed by time but accounts seared into the present moment-the stench of suppurating wounds, the delirious night screams, the brutal reality of the Thai-Burma Death Railway.
What emerges is far more than a POW chronicle. This is an exploration of empires colliding, of men pushed past breaking point, of the thin line between survival and surrender. Pilkington's superior knowledge of Malaya-where he'd lived as a rubber planter for fifteen years-becomes both blessing and curse as he watches the colonial world he'd known consumed by something he never imagined.
Industry Reviews
'Absolutely compelling.' -- John Kerr, Radio 2UE.
'A very, very gripping story ...' -- Graham Mabury, Radio 6PR.
'An amazing read ... a historical document, which Stuart Lloyd has done a fantastic job on.' -- Simon Owens, Radio 3AW.
"Gosh what an incredible story. How anyone survived that catalog of disasters and lived to tell the tale, beats me. A rollicking good read.'
Julie Summer, England, author of The Colonel of Tamarkan and Stranger in the House.
"A good and detailed account of the period . The power of the narrative is that it IS first hand. I read it pretty much in one go.'
Lynette Ramsay Silver, AM, author and military historian
"Your extremely interesting book puts an entirely different view of Changi and the railway than I had read previously. The views of victims of the Japanese are interesting." Roy Finney, Military Vintage rifle Club.
'We are in the hands of a truly professional wordsmith ... I am lost for words.' -- Rear Admiral (ret'd) Ian Richards, Royal Australian Navy.
Introduction.................................................................................................... iii
Prologue .............................................................................................................1
1 MARCHING ORDERS..................................................................................5
2 COMING, READY OR NOT.....................................................................27
3 INTO THE FIRING LINE.........................................................................35
4 BLEEDING SLAUGHTERHOUSE.........................................................51
5 FLIES AND FILTH.....................................................................................71
6 A HAPPY INTERLUDE ............................................................................ 77
7 SIGNING OUR LIVES AWAY.................................................................89
8 A GARDEN PARTY OF SORTS ............................................................. 95
9 ALIVE AND WELL ................................................................................. 103
10 SAYONARA SYONANTO................................................................... 115
11 LIKE PIGS TO MARKET.................................................................... 121
12 DYING A SLOW DEATH ................................................................... 143
13 A PROGRAM OF DELIBERATE MURDER.................................. 159
14 ONE STOP NEARER HOME............................................................. 181
15 THE GRIM CIRCLING OF VULTURES ......................................... 187
16 SOUTH TO SINGAPORE AGAIN .................................................... 195
17 WAKING UP IN PARADISE ............................................................. 201
18 DOOM AND GLOOM .......................................................................... 213
19 LIVING LIKE FIGHTING COCKS .................................................... 217
20 THE TURNING POINT ...................................................................... 221
21 SAVED BY THE BOMB ...................................................................... 243
22 HOME AT LAST ................................................................................... 255
Epilogue ........................................................................................................ 263
ISBN: 9780645328035
ISBN-10: 0645328030
Published: 18th July 2026
Format: Paperback
Language: English
Number of Pages: 334
Audience: General Adult
Publisher: CatMatDog
Dimensions (cm): 22.86 x 15.24 x 1.91
Weight (kg): 0.45
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