Crying on the Kitchen Floor

From THE Trisha Paytas comes a raw and uproarious memoir that finally sets the story straight.

No person has reinvented themselves more times than Trisha Paytas. Like a phoenix, she has risen from the ashes again and again – outliving social media platforms, navigating ill-fated and explosively popular podcasts and being on the wrong end of more messy feuds than she can count. As one of the world’s first influencers, she helped create the blueprint for a new kind of celebrity. But across a career marked by both dizzying highs and earth-shattering lows, one thing has remained unclear: What the hell was she thinking?

In Crying on the Kitchen Floor, Trisha sets out to answer this question once and for all by opening up like never before. She recounts in vivid, shocking detail how an insatiable need for fame led a quiet girl from the suburbs to life on the seedy streets of Hollywood. From dangerous encounters with potential serial killers, to abusive relationships with former child stars, infinite reality TV cameos, and ultimately, taking over the internet, Trisha’s desperate search for identity nearly cost her everything. Yet, after decades spent battling mental health issues and weathering endless cancellations, she somehow managed to fight her way back from the brink.

Whether you’re a lifelong Trisha stan, or simply a child of the internet trying to make sense of the past three decades, this is a can’t-miss read from a true icon of our digital age.

About the Author

Trisha Paytas is a media personality known for shaping the modern creator landscape as one of the internet’s first influencers. She posted her first video on YouTube in 2007, just two years after the website’s inception, and has since amassed a devoted following of over 20 million fans across platforms.

She has guest starred in more than fifty television shows and films, including Saturday Night Live, Celebrity Big Brother UK and America’s Got Talent, with appearances on Hacks and Euphoria to come. She lives in Los Angeles with her husband Moses and their children Malibu Barbie, Elvis and Aquaman.