B?ing f?m?l?, l??d me to w?nting a ??ft b?d? with little or n? fl?b and I w?? ?lr??d? ?uit? ?lim ?x???t f?r m? hi??.
Of course I didn't feel very m???ulin? ?n? l?ng?r. You might und?r?t?nd now th?t I was m?ving towards a diff?r?nt life. M? f?minin? nature had ??m?l?t? ??ntr?l at thi? point and I ??uld not be h???i?r. W?ll ?x???t I h?dn't h?d ??x with ?n??n? in m?nth?!
I ??uldn't ask for a b?tt?r ??r??n t? ?h?r? time with, as Jed was intelligent and g??d l??king. H? w?? compassionate and r????n?bl? liberal but I ??lfi?hl? wanted him to sleep with m? tonight.
Lind???, Gl?ri? and Turn?r h?d ???h f....d me. Jed w?? the fir?t th?ugh that wanted m? as th? w?m?n, th? w?m?n that I had d?fin?d and m?d? ?f m???lf.
I felt l?v?d ?g?in and thi? tim? it w?? m?r? intense and uni?u?. The l?v? ?f these tw? w?? n?t tr?diti?n?l but I f?lt we ??uld ?mbr??? thi? life and keep ???h other safe.
L?ving another i? gr??t ?nd being in l?v? is f?r b?tt?r. I will w?rk ?n being a lover, of J?d ?nd ??m?tim?? with Su??nn?. I marveled n?w wh?t h?? h????n?d t? her ?nd I, ?nd how Jed w?nt? to be with m?. Each d?? we will m?k? th? b??t ?f it, with some lu?k ?nd hope.
Thi? ???m? lik? a w?rth? w?? ?f living.
