Is love and peace of mind too much to ask for? How would you survive after being married to one of New York's top gangsters and he was your sole provider? How would you provide for your children? Where would you live? Terri Alezzander has done it. With uncertainty in her mind and anger in her heart; she escaped the asphyxiating clenches of his grasp only to face a whole new set of challenges: a new career, a new outlook on life and the opportunities life has to offer. Will she ever feel safe again? Will she find love or will the demons of her past forever haunt her?