A curious path down neurological and evolutionary theories, as well as ancient Christian ideologies, the author takes the reader on a concise yet complex journey through science and religion in a quest to better understand what it means to be human, why our societies flourish, and how to find joy in our lives and deaths to come. Abolishing the view of all Christians as simple close-minded fanatics, this book strives to convey a view saturated with science and ideology alike, to portray a fuller understanding of an existence we may never fully comprehend. Redefining self, perception, love, and God, this book outlines the thought process of a young man in desperate search of a God that doesn't need to set aside our fragile logic in order to find believers. This story sets the path for a view of Christianity that is not bound by organizations, but rather defined by crawling through this mess we call life and recognizing the beauty sewn throughout our existence. This book is about a message that truly transcends generational boundaries on a scale that would appear to lie in the definition of humanity itself. This book is your reason to not give up on God.