You will not be able to put this book down as you read the true story of author Jean Tudhope's verbal, physical, sexual and satanic abuse. Growing up on a farm with two brothers, Jeannie tells of the heart wrenching experiences that she endured as her own father and brother continually abused her. Her near death experiences with satanic and ritual abuse are difficult to read and a wake up call for the world to look closer at the secret horrors done to our children. Author Jean Tudhope lives on a farm with her husband and several Border Collie dogs. She counsels at her Haven of Rest Counseling offices that are located in her home. She counsels for many problems but deals predominantly with sexual and Satanic abuse. She holds a BA and MA in Christian Counseling and is licensed with the National Christian Counselors Academy in Florida, USA. She also has ARCT and RMT degrees in Piano through the Royal Conservatory of Music in Canada. Each year, Jean hosts a conference focused on healing. The Courage to Heal Conference features one-day seminars on various topics such as depression, anger, fear and terror, sadness, loss, insecurity and more. Some of Jean's work also includes marriage and family counseling and children's counseling. When Jean is not counseling, she is taking care of her purebred Border Collies and their pups or helping out around the farm.